So i ended up making a new blog (sorry Chelsey, i know this seems to be happening a lot). But i got a new email address and its getting really annoying singing out of new email address which is a Gmail account and signing into my blogger with another email account so my new blog address is:
anincompletemess.blogspot.com
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Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Im done.
It's time to give up, but im having such a hard time doing it.
I called him today cause i needed to talk to him about something (i dont want to mention it on here) cause he was the only one i knew to talk to, and then i got into talking about the past 2 weeks. I just needed to get things off of my chest about him leading me on. He actually got upset and said "i thought you thought higher of me". He told me he didnt mean to but he needs to watch what he says to me. He knows im still not over him and who says "call me sometime, i had fun" after a night of hanging out when your seeing someone else? Thats not cool.
It's seriously hard and so weird for him to be completly out of my life. I asked him what he thought, he said it was weird but he didnt really seem to care. He told me he'll always love me and care about me, but i seriously think thats not the case anymore. I dont feel it what so ever.
School is hard to keep up with lately since all this happened, but im trying. I'm going home this weekend and going to the doctor, im hoping after that I will get better. I've been told it will be, but im nervous it wont.
I would love to start dating again, but i dont know anyone around here and dating websites arent really my cup of tea. They make me a little nervous.
This week needs to be over, and the roads need to be clear by Friday.
I called him today cause i needed to talk to him about something (i dont want to mention it on here) cause he was the only one i knew to talk to, and then i got into talking about the past 2 weeks. I just needed to get things off of my chest about him leading me on. He actually got upset and said "i thought you thought higher of me". He told me he didnt mean to but he needs to watch what he says to me. He knows im still not over him and who says "call me sometime, i had fun" after a night of hanging out when your seeing someone else? Thats not cool.
It's seriously hard and so weird for him to be completly out of my life. I asked him what he thought, he said it was weird but he didnt really seem to care. He told me he'll always love me and care about me, but i seriously think thats not the case anymore. I dont feel it what so ever.
School is hard to keep up with lately since all this happened, but im trying. I'm going home this weekend and going to the doctor, im hoping after that I will get better. I've been told it will be, but im nervous it wont.
I would love to start dating again, but i dont know anyone around here and dating websites arent really my cup of tea. They make me a little nervous.
This week needs to be over, and the roads need to be clear by Friday.
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