Ok, i've changed my mind. I'm moving back to Springfield.
Heres how i feel:
It just feel like it will be way easier on me if I go back. I'm already a student there, and transfering is a pain in my ass. If I go back I'm pretty positive I will graduate next December, if i transfer to UMSL I wont graduate until Spring 2012, maybe even summer. I want to be done.
I dont care what anyone thinks, I am doing this for myself. NOT for anyone else.
Chelsey, dont be mad at me. I just think it will be way easier for me to just go back and finish what i started. I dont want to take a break from school, I want to keep going. I feel like I made a mistake dropping everything so quickly and and moving home so fast anyway.
I should have finished the semester to begin with and taken time to think about it, i'm super dumb for not doing that.
But anyway, my mind is made up. Making a trip to Springfield tomorrow to see if i hopefully still have time to sign up for a dorm room, and im praying there is a 1 person dorm left. I'd love to have a room all to myself.
I'm done.
taletha, as long as you're doing this for yourself i am happy for you. it seems like you've got your head in the right place, and i'm glad you're doing what you feel is best.
ReplyDeletelove you!!!!