Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Fucking nightmare.

So i think i might have made a mistake in moving back home. Now i really feel like I should have stayed in Springfield and gotten an apartment and just thoughed out the rest of the year.

Dont you think that if your daughter was moving back home that you would get the spare room cleared out and ready for her before she got home? But no, I had to make them do it finally.

And another thing is I dont feel at home. I have felt so uncomfortable and not welcome. My parents haven't been get along very well (I'll just leave it at that), so it hasnt been the best week so far. I dont know how much longer I can take it

Chelsey if you were serious about getting an apartment sometime in the future, i might just take you up on that offer.

I'm super worried about Kenny. Unlike some break up's i dont hate my ex (since we didnt break up on bad terms). I checked on him yesterday to see how he was doing, he said he wasnt doing very good so I'm sure he's still not doing the best. I want to be there for him so bad, i wish he would call or text me. But I feel like I've talked to him to much so I should let him talk to me this time.

UGH!

1 comment:

  1. dearest taletha,

    it sucks that you moved back home without a place all ready for you. that would make me uncomfortable too.

    but, it's just the first week. things will get better. just worry about making your life better and making yourself happier. I know it's difficult not to think about kenny or talk to him, but now is your time to make your life what you want it.

    if you need me call or text anytime.

    love you.

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