Well....here I am, back in Union. I wish i could say home sweet home, but not so much.
I feel really uncomfortable in my own house. I cant stand it. I guess I had made home in Springfield, but now thats gone.
I had to say goodbye lastnight, and that was the worst and hard thing I have ever done. Walking away hurt more than anything.
I dont have a room here yet. I thought my parents would have gotten it ready before I came home, but nope. I'm in the spare room where theres so many things in the room you can hardly walk.
I miss even more now that I am 2 1/2 hours away. I'm miserable, and I think I will be for awhile.
it's only difficult because it's the first day. once you get settled into an actual bedroom, start looking for a job, getting stuff together to apply to schools, and hanging out with friends it will get much, much easier.
ReplyDeletei believe in you taletha. you're going to be more than just fine :).
and if that doesn't help my confirmation word for this comment was rockturb.