Oh boy.

I guess it's time to start job hunting. I'm having a hard time getting out of bed everyday, the last 2 days i havent gotten out of bed until almost 1 in the afternoon. I've been feeling like a lazy person and it makes me unhappy when I get out of bed that late, but yet again I dont do anything. So it's time to keep me busy. The only thing is I dont know if I want to get a full time, or a part time job since I'm not going to school. I think I'll just go for a part-time job.

I'm pretty possitive that I'm going to find an apartment close to campus when I start school again next fall. I really can't stand living in my parents house. As sad as that may sounds it's true. I want to have my own place again (not necessarily on my own, if someone wanted to get a place together i'd be totally up for that). Plus I'd rather be close to campus than drive an hour to school, even though it would only be 2 times a week. I just want to live in St. Louis.

I'm still not the best, thats why I've had a hard time getting out of bed lately. Chelsey, I know you said i need to start focusing on me and I'm starting to but its's still really hard.