Do you ever get that feeling that your needed? I definently got that feeling when i was home Wednesday and Thursday. I always hate coming back to Springfield whenever i go home, but this time it was worse.
My dads health is starting to go down the drain, and its going fast. He is really confused as to weather or not he should still work. My dad has always done labor work and has always worked in the factory setting. In the past 2 years he has had open heart surgery, a knee surgery, then his entire knee replaced...so going back to work was really hard on him. He even had a spell at work and they made him go back to work when he suffering a mini heart attack, so my dad did not want to go back to work at all. He applied for dissability 2 weeks ago and hasnt heart anything yet, and i think he is starting to worry about being able to pay the bills. He has become more sad as well.
He seems to get in a better mood when i come home. So i never want to leave. I'm also very scared because my mom works 2nd shift and my dad watches my brother at night. Keep in mind my brother just turned 7. My mom told me my dad has been having dizzy spells, so bad that he even staggers. My mom has taught my brother that if something happens to dad, like he falls or calls for help to dial 9-1-1. She asks him everyday before she goes to work, the only thing is she hasnt taught him how to actually operate the phone (which i suggested a Firefly phone to my mom). I just feel bad for my brother cause he is getting all this responsiblity to look after my dad when he is only 7.
I just cant wait for Kenny and I to graduate so we can move back closer to them. I miss my family a lot, i know a lot people dont ever say this but i think that i could live in Union/Washington and be content.
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