So far

Well so far this semester is looking to be a very busy and overwhelming semester. I have papers to write in almost all of my classes, a presentation in one, and group debates in another. Now i am not a public speaking person. I hate getting in front of people. If I'm with a group, im a little less nervous, but this presentation I have to give in my Urban Sociology class, not looking foward to one bit.

I want to have some fun so bad, but i have no money :(. Im dieing to go to Silver Dollar City since i have never been before and its the closest amusment park to us. I really want to go to Six Flags, but I'd have to drive 3 hours for that.

Speaking of having no money, i was planning on a trip to Lake of the Ozarks for Kenny and I's 3 year anniversary. I thought i trip would be nice so we can get away from Springfield and have a weekend of fun...but once again no money. The lack of money has made my credit card debt even worse and when i get paid all of money (except for money that goes to bills or rent) goes to the credit card. I cant afford to skip a week either.

I cant remember if I complained about this in my last post but here it goes anyway. The day before classes started i found out that my FAFSA (which is financial aid) was rejected. I go in to my FAFSA and find out that my mom had left some questions un-ansewred and it said i had dependents. I was extremely frusturated. So i fixed it and my mom signed it again, but it still says that there needs to be corrections. I went to the financial aid office today and they said that it takes about 5 business days for the new signature to go through. Well I'm still freaking out about it. I'm really scared that I'm not going to get money, and if i dont, ill have to drop my classes because i have no other way of paying for them (private loans are out of the question, already tried). That would be devestating since this is my last year :(.

I'm really looking forward to this: