is a broken heart.
So I may not be writting for awhile. My boyfriend of 3 years and I broke up Thursday officially.
I have decided to move back to my home town. I dont have any friends here in Springfield, the only one I have will be moving back to our hometown in December. If I had friends here I would stay and get my own apartment....and hopefully rekindle things with Kenny. I want to stay here more than anything to see if we could still patch things up, honestly i think we would if I stayed. But unfortunatly, i cant do this alone. I would be miserable by myself because i know Kenny and I wouldnt be seeing much of each other for awhile.
I'm not quitting school, but i do think I'm going to take a semester off and start back up next fall at UMSL in St. Louis.
So I made up my mind about moving back pretty quickly but i feel like it's the best thing. And I've talked to quite a bit of people who think this would be the right thing for me to do too.
I'm not giving up on Kenny and I....theres no way i can. Deep down I know that he is the one, I just hope someday he realizes the same thing....but i can only hope.
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