Well i got accepted for an apartment, thank goodness! I'll be moving back to Springfield January 3, but then I'll just be turning around and coming home that weekend for my friends birthday. Oh well!
I have been so down lately. Theres all kinds of problems going on around me and I cant stand it anymore. I dont seem to have anyone to talk to about it either. I text my 2 friends who I normally talk to and they send me 1 text in reply and thats it. I dont have anyone to hang out with during the week either which doesnt help.
It's still 2 weeks until Christmas, but as the days go by and it gets closer I realize more and more that I'm going to be alone this Christmas. Yeah, I'll have family but it's not same. Having a special someone to spend the holidays has been amazing the past 2 years, and now I dont have that anymore. Plus I had grown very close to his family, and I wont get to see them anymore. Thanksgiving was hard, but I think Christmas will be much harder.
taletha, we are having a sleepover when i get home. me you and stacyface and amy. oujia board and everything.
ReplyDeletecongrats on getting the apartment!!