Alone.

This weekend was miserable. It made me feel so lonely and made me realize again that I have no friends down here. All I did was work and come home, how sad huh?

My mom keeps telling me I need to make friends, and trust me I want to but I have a hard time meeting new people when I'm by myself. I am very shy and I have a hard time being social. When I am with my friends and I meet new people that way its easier for me. My friends that I had here in Springfield were Kenny's friends, but it was easy for me to talk to them and I liked them but of course they were his friends so I dont see them anymore.

I have a ton of reading to catch up on for school. I didnt read at all the first week of school, i just had a hard time coping and couldnt concentrate on school work. I dont work today so I'll hopefully do it today. I also have a paper due Wednesday and I have no clue what to wrtie for that. I mean we have questions that we pretty much answer, but I'm stumped.

So some weird reason, i really thought I would hear from him this weekend, even just chatting on MSN...but no, nothing.