So I'm sitting in a hotel in Springfield and im really bored. I have to share the room with my little brother too, which isnt a big deal.
Tomorrow I'm moving into my apartment and im excited yet sad at the same time. Im excited to have my own place, but then i think about how lonely its going to be. Im sure i will be fine, but ya know....its kinda weird when you were living with someone only 3 months ago.
I seriously cant believe how hard of a time i'm having with this break up. I broke down last night and cried the most i've cried since it first happened. I really thought we would have goten back together by now...last time it was only 4 days. I keep getting mad cause I have a friend who tells me "i think its time to let go." Well....if i could just wake up one day and say "ok im going to let go" and it magically go away I would, but it just doesnt work that way. I want to let go, i do but its going to take some time on my part.
Well early day tomorrow, off to bed.
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