So today it really hit me that Valentines day is in a couple of weeks. The thing im most worried about is the weekend before since Valentines day is on a Monday this year. I dont know if im going to be able to handle that weekend by myself. I really dont want to spend it alone, right now im thinking about going home for the weekend but im not sure if that will really help. I think all i'll have is my parents that weekend, which isnt bad but i would really like to spend it with my friends. I want to go out that weekend. One friend has a boyfriend which she will probably be spending that weekend with him, and my other friend will have her son that weekend. The actual day of Valentines day i will have class with him. Thats probably going to be really hard too.
I wish i had someone to spend Valentines day with, i loved having someone to spend it with the last 3 years and now im alone again. I'm not one of those people who hate Valentines day and spend the whole day being mad and pissed off. But im down during the day and i feel lonely, but i try really hard not to show it.
Theres a snow storm heading to Springfield, it's not suppose to start until midnight but i really hope that it amounts to something. I'm just having a really hard time with school this semester. I already droped a class, but i droped it because i didnt like the teacher. She was having us pretty much teach the class and i dont like that, it just seems to lazy to me.
Hoping for lots of snow.
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